This semester is flying by faster than I ever thought it would. Its a little overwhelming really. I thought I was ready to blow this joint, to pack up and embrace my independence... Right now that idea is looking pretty scary. And before I really get started don't kid yourself, this is the first of many posts like this one...
When I think about the people I am leaving here... well you know me, I get emotional. But its more than emotion. I feel like I am leaving a piece of me behind. I have grown so much here, found pieces of myself I didn't know could be found. God has redeemed so many things. He has made right so many of my wrongs. He has changed me. He has given me people to love and be loved by that are better than I could have ever dreamed. I don't deserve the grace.
College has been such a whirlwind of change and uprooting. I wrote a while back that I finally felt stable. Well, this short period of stability is rapidly coming to an end and I feel the change down into my bones. I don't know what God has in store for me next but I am comforted by the truth that he has always been faithful. He has yet to let me down, even when I try to screw up what He is doing for me, He comes through. So... I wait.
"Here am I Lord, send me." - Isaiah 6:8
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