1 freakin' day. 1. That's it.
I will be an Alumni in 1 day. I move into my apartment Saturday. I start my new job officially on Monday. Holy Cow. I can't even process this stuff as it is happening so fast. I have spent this week trying to get in as much time with people around work and finals and moving and having a super awesome case of cellulitus. I can't believe I am leaving all of these people behind. It has come as quite the surprise to me how much I really love them, how much of a family you all have become.
Of course I am excited to move to Austin, my dream city. Excited about the people I'll meet and invest in. The freedom of be independent and free from other people's opinions about how I am living. No more school and tests and papers and finals and stupid professors...
But part of me is scared. I don't want to leave. I want to cling to my bed post like a 5-year-old and cry. I want to hide under my bed under the blankets and pretend that this isn't happening. I want to believe that I have more time, that this isn't the end.
This is where I find myself. In the middle of ecstatic and terrified. Rehearsal is tomorrow. I'll let you know how it goes...
PS. This blog title is dedicated to one Ms. Robyn Pharis who requested it. And to my little brother Todd who doesn't read my blog :)
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