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Welp, as most of you know today I got fired from my job. It's the weirdest feeling to actually hear that you don't measure up. First of all, I want you all to know that I am okay. I really am. Yes, I am sad, and disappointed and frustrated. But I'm okay.

Secondly, I do not have a plan. Yes, I am applying for jobs furiously and no I have no leads. Other than that I don't know what the future holds. Ask all you like that will probably still be the answer. You ideas are welcome but know that I do say no(just ask my father) so don't be offended if I don't go chasing whatever it is that you came up with.

Third, you are welcome to come and visit. In fact, I would like that very much. For the time being I obviously don't have a job to go to so if you want to come and check on me or just hang out I am good with that. Don't feel like you have to but know that you are welcome. As far as this weekend goes, I am planning on going home to visit my family.

Fourth and finally, I know that this is all apart of God's plan. It is always pretty clear to me that I have no idea what God is doing in my life. There is purpose in this. I know that. It's not easy to swallow but I know it's true. God is good, even in confusion and frustration and sadness.

Thanks to all of you are praying. Your friendship and loyalty are really overwhelming to me most of the time. I am lucky to have you all in my life. So so lucky.